I have alot to be thankful for this year for Thanksgiving!!!!! The past 2 years for Kris and I have been very difficult with the custody battle for Gavin……. now we have him thank God! Gavin is wonderful and has done a 360 on the medication and is making great grades in school! I couldnt be prouder of him! God answers prayers! It’s funny how I look back and what the enemy meant for mine and my familys harm, it was actually a positioning block to help Kris and I step into our destiny as a whole family unit. There were some days that all we had was faith. To think that all our kids were almost taken from us a few years ago because of false allegations and the one person accusing us has freely given Gavin to us. It took lots of prayer and letting go of pride to forgive what was done to us. My advice to anyone is love your enemys as yourself. Your heart feels good when you do and you dont feel weighed down with bitterness. The experience made my husband and I cling to each other for life and keep our eyes focused on God, not caring what friends and family thought about us. It’s not always easy to have faith in things you dont see, its easier to trust the material things you do see. I’m speaking from experience now, when you pray for something and it hasnt come to pass yet, keep the faith, always stay focused on God and DONT consume yourselves with the prayers you give to God and worry about them. Even when the emotional struggle for Kris and I was hard to bear at times we held on to our love and God’s promises. I might not be a material wealthy person but I am so rich and so blessed because I have everything I need that God has hand picked and given to me and my kids; Kris and Gavin and our beautiful love and life we have made with each other! I wish everyone could feel what we feel! I miss Kris this year on Thanksgiving and even though I didnt even get to talk to him due to circumstances out of our control, I feel closer and more in love with him than ever before. God has wonderfully blessed us this year and I cant wait to see what next year brings! The kids and I had a mexican lunch on Thanksgiving with Tacos, Corn Caserole, Chips-N-Dip, re-fried beans, pumkin bread and pumpkin pie. Not very traditional… we are saving the turkey for when Kris gets home. We will do Thanksgiving dinner and Christmas all the same day! So I guess that means my tree will be up thru probably March! Oh well! I never said I was normal ;0) Must sign off for now and get the kids in bed. There was no church tonight and my favorite show is coming on soon, “Desperte House Wifes”. 19 Days till we visit Florida and I am counting them down! WooHoo! I need a break from the kids and need to see my mommy and daddy and my closest gal pals and Jeff of course!
